Why would a friend hurt another friend?
Why would a mother hurt her child?
Why would a teacher hurt his/her student?
We often find the reasons for those questions above, but how bout this:
"Why would you hurt yourself?"
I don't even know the answer, and most importantly i might never dare myself to have it answered
Yes, it provokes me sometimes
Yes, it arises the vurnerability in me too...
But now i demand the answer from me
I hurt myself so i can heal later on, and when you heal it feels good and when you're hurt you know that people love it cuz they hurt you alot, maybe that's how i figure out that the damage i've done to me is why people hurt me, cuz i'm weak and fragile and cut.
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