:: Guy, Interrupted ::

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

icad speaks @5:19:00 PM

Do you Believe in hard work?

I Do.

Gua adalah tipe orang yang percaya hard work. kalo lo mau sesuatu, go get it and most importantly, work hard for it!

Tuhan Maha Adil, siapa yang berusaha paling keras dialah yang kemungkinan dapet hasil yang paling baik, terlepas dari doa dan nasib ya..

Kenapa gua yakin itu? Karena gua udah pernah ngebuktiin sendiri...

Itu adalah sesuatu yang nggak mutlak tapi gua yakin secara empiris.

So, siapa yang paling giat pasti dia yang paling LIKELY to succeed

Like wise people say,
first is focus.
second is commitment
and third is hard work

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

icad speaks @10:43:00 PM

MDE oh MDE...

Kenapa MDE harus nyiksa gua kayak gini?

Semoga besok kagak jeblog jeblog amat deh...

Kalo pengen jujur gua pengennya sih malah A semua *minta digaplok*

Tapi itu terlalu too good to be true ajah..

Ya udah deh B lah...

Huahuau...Gua desperate banget T__T

Yah yasudh yang penting Soka gua harus matimatian nih, trus MDE lagih terus Kompre.

Mati ajah.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

icad speaks @6:23:00 PM

Inilah secuil conversation saya dengan seorang teman lama tentang 'new life' saya di FK melalui esia yang murah banget gitu lohh,

J: Eh Gimana lo di FK? Susah ga survive di sonoh?
I: Taii...Gua juga heran kok gua masih bisa napas yah...
J: Oh lo lagi napas nih skarang? Gua kira..
I: Lo kira apah gua udah mati gituh? Dasar aneh, udah ah gua lagih bete..jangan

ngegaring deh!

I: Eh J**, gua maw debat lowh nanti di semarang akhir april ntar, tapi gua ga

ga yakin bakal menang

J: Katanya lo ga bakal debat lagih gara-gara sibuk di FK?

I: Persetan anjis! Gua ga tahan ngeliat kesempatan buat debat terbuka trus gua

gua lempeng gitu ajah...Lo tau kan gimana gua seneng banget debat? Kayanya

udah jadi lempeng hidup gua gituh

J: Males deh

I: Koq malay?

J: Males ajah denger lo ngomong panjanglebar gituh gimana lo suka banget ama

debat..bosen gua

I: Ya soridorimori...

J: Gapapa koq, gua becanda doang

I: Ga koq, lo kalo emang bosen dengernya gua juga ga bakal...

J: Lo koq jadi ngambek gituh?

I: Ih syapa juga?

J: Ya udah jadi jadi...

I: Jadi apa? Jadi monyet lu?

J: Ye! Lo tuh yang babon

I: Koq jadi babon? Kan tadi monyet??

J: Soalnya lo kayak babon

I: Ih lo sekarang tuh yang ngambek!

J: Tuh tuh berarti lo bener ngambek kan tadi?

I: KAGAK!

J: *tertawa ga jelas*

I: Pengen ditancep nih orang!

Jadi kesimpulannya menggunakan esia untuk bergosip dengan sesama esia hanya akan membuang waktu anda...

icad speaks @6:01:00 PM

Why would a friend hurt another friend?

Why would a mother hurt her child?

Why would a teacher hurt his/her student?

We often find the reasons for those questions above, but how bout this:

"Why would you hurt yourself?"

I don't even know the answer, and most importantly i might never dare myself to have it answered

Yes, it provokes me sometimes

Yes, it arises the vurnerability in me too...

But now i demand the answer from me

I hurt myself so i can heal later on, and when you heal it feels good and when you're hurt you know that people love it cuz they hurt you alot, maybe that's how i figure out that the damage i've done to me is why people hurt me, cuz i'm weak and fragile and cut.

Monday, August 07, 2006

icad speaks @1:56:00 PM

Hey, for my dearest friends, here is the wish list of presents for my bday!! =)

1. Tori Amos CD (except 'To Venus and Back' cuz I already have it)
2. Vans Shoes (thick sole ones)
3. "Terrorist" by John Updike
4. Shirt (NOT T-Shirt)
5. Anything???????? ( i have no more idea)

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

icad speaks @6:14:00 AM

Geez!!!!

Im so hyped up, this cant be explained just by words. Im emotionally surprised. The results just came out two days ago.
Alhamdulillah, I get accepted into the medical school. Fakultas Kedokteran UNPAD.

THANK GOD.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

icad speaks @4:15:00 PM

It has been 8 days since the UN results were officially announced and it took me that long to ponder on the same old idea: Is the UN really effective?
And my conclusion has never changed until this very moment. It is NOT effective, period!

I have some schoolmates who didnt pass the test, though I dont really know them, just by name, I honestly feel sympathy for those guys. The thing is that, they're just the victims of the educational system in this nation. I couldn't make the point of what was on their (government) minds? Was it just the thought of being provoked by how our country lacks in its human resources? Or was it all just a gimmick, a bench mark to brag about?? I really can't find the answer.

What kind of government would make their own descents, their own future generation, some pre-occupational lab rats?

Ok, maybe I need to elaborate more on the reasons of why UN is highly uneffective in lieu of rambling.

- First, most of the students who didnt pass are fairly clever by the mean that they deserve to graduate according to the average marks they have achieved within the past three years. Maybe some of them are not really special, just another kid having 6 or 5 or 7 for their math exams, but hey, it happens to all of us too, doesn't it!?

- Second, the UN results are mostly NOT original, not genuine. Many students who used to slack around and are fairly less clever than the ones who failed, eventually passed the UN. Now, I personally feel so ashamed of the fact that I passed the UN and otherwise, many smarter students than I am didnt.

- Third, most of the Top 10s in many schools are just some lucky ones, OR the "luckily didnt get caught while sms-ing, cheating on the test" students. What a silly compensation of this tomfoolery: they get something they dont deserve.

- The last one is the most important one. It is unfair, the marks, they cant judge us on how well we do in school! They can't judge us even on how we are supposed to be called 'smart', 'cause the evidence is that obviously it is dysfunctional.

There are many reasons I can tell but it will take too long! It is just a peripheral thought of my center idea. So there are alot to say actually.

I can only hope that our government would consider this policy again, so they wouldnt repeat the same mistake for next year.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

icad speaks @7:21:00 AM

Dear God...
I'm just one of those mere mortals
Not the pious ones
Not the reverent ones for your prowess
I'm just that fledgeling new to a flight
Not the indomitable one
Not the courageous one
Just the apprehended one full of engulfing angst
For You know everything
That I'm laden with the weight of the world
That I'm aloof from where I used to reach for You
That I'm forlorn now
For You forbear anything
For You transcend anything
For You, The One appreciates the steadfast love
Lord.